she sit’s me down
without a choice
so i stab the dark 
for substance.
scared to never 
hear my voice,
if it’s ghosted 
me on purpose.

a cursor blinks, 
the pencil taps,
my candle drips 
and flickers.

did i wait too long? 
has she given up hope? 

will i never find my purpose?

06/06/2022